OMGGGGG IM SO EXCITED!!!For context, Lifelover is a swedish post-punk, blackgaze and aclaimed dsbm by fans (but the band calls itself "narcotic metal"). They had 5 albums; Pulver, Konkurs, Erotik, Dekadens and Sjukdom. Even if the name are "lifelover" they arent really lovers of life, but a bandmate named NON said "we're all life lovers in our own sense; our own personal sense".Im a big fan of this band, I have all their albums in CDs and I have some merch of them. This is the first time they co... » Continue Reading
I’m trying to upload a video but it WONT LET ME! It could just be the file size (idk how to look at how many MB it is tho) because it works when I try to upload a 7 second clip. I’ve shortened the video so much from 4 minutes to 2 minutes and it still won’t work and idk if it’s because of the file size 💔 » Continue Reading
Uhmmm you dont need to do it im not forcing anyone but i mean like if you are bored and know how to make a layout then you know im here🥹 ehhhh but if anyone wants to do it i would appreciate it so much and i can answer your comment on how i would like it to look. » Continue Reading
it’s just rlly easy to get drawn to characters I relate to. Ik my personality comes off pretty far from crona’s to other ppl but there’s just things about them that feel way too familiar with me. Usually the only characters I find “relatable” to how I act on the surface level, the ones that are stereotypically really pretty energetic and like to tease others and whatever. maybe have the cliche that’s like “happy mask hiding all my inner problems”. Idk, I feel like crona was the first and only ch... » Continue Reading
I want somebody to see me not just ask me if i'm fine because I'll just say yes I want you to stalk my blogs, read through my writings, devote your life to me, and truly be inside my head how else would you understand no doctor, psychiatrist, therapist, or "friend" could ever know. and that's not me saying that I don't tell anyone because I know they wouldn't understandI couldn't even word what's wrong with meso for now I guess I'll just blog it all down to strangers like some fucked up zoo and ... » Continue Reading
My co director and I need help to create a Roblox horror film based on the 2011 Creepypasta, Jeff the Killer.My co director and I are directing this film under the Roblox Filmaking Initiative (aka ConvexHD) and we will need storyboard artists very soon!THIS PROJECT IS UNPAIDin other words, you will be volunteering to work on this projectIf you are interested, please reach out to me on Discord @shadowanomaly » Continue Reading
the instagram message notification makes me flinch and sends a wave of fear through mt body it startles me so much i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it like it genuinely makes me want to cry i dont even know why i miss you so mych please come back » Continue Reading
today i felt pretty insecure when i tried throwing on some "emo" stuff i had in my closet. i looked like a poser and i just wanted to ask, what am i doing wrong?? i liked my striped sleeves but i feel like it just looked wrong, like i'm trying to be something i'm not. and that's weird because it's something i AM?? it just felt like i was imitating my kin and not feeling like my kin enough.also i fucking hate the word "emo" it's only used as an insult to me and my style is something different ent... » Continue Reading
I love the idea of smalltalk after something traumatic. Like in Bee and Puppycat when Puppycat finds out her robot thing she says 'theres a lot of stuff I guess we don't know about each other' and Puppycat started asking simple questions like fav color and stuff that felt symbolic, I want someone to know that stuff about me and all of my worst fears so bad. I want to sneak out with other people in Nc so badly and just talk, rant. I want to disect someone and for them to disect me without feeling... » Continue Reading
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