My co director and I need help to create a Roblox horror film based on the 2011 Creepypasta, Jeff the Killer.My co director and I are directing this film under the Roblox Filmaking Initiative (aka ConvexHD) and we will need storyboard artists very soon!THIS PROJECT IS UNPAIDin other words, you will be volunteering to work on this projectIf you are interested, please reach out to me on Discord @shadowanomaly » Continue Reading
the instagram message notification makes me flinch and sends a wave of fear through mt body it startles me so much i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it like it genuinely makes me want to cry i dont even know why i miss you so mych please come back » Continue Reading
today i felt pretty insecure when i tried throwing on some "emo" stuff i had in my closet. i looked like a poser and i just wanted to ask, what am i doing wrong?? i liked my striped sleeves but i feel like it just looked wrong, like i'm trying to be something i'm not. and that's weird because it's something i AM?? it just felt like i was imitating my kin and not feeling like my kin enough.also i fucking hate the word "emo" it's only used as an insult to me and my style is something different ent... » Continue Reading
I love the idea of smalltalk after something traumatic. Like in Bee and Puppycat when Puppycat finds out her robot thing she says 'theres a lot of stuff I guess we don't know about each other' and Puppycat started asking simple questions like fav color and stuff that felt symbolic, I want someone to know that stuff about me and all of my worst fears so bad. I want to sneak out with other people in Nc so badly and just talk, rant. I want to disect someone and for them to disect me without feeling... » Continue Reading
ughh ok so i have an anxious attachment style n it genuinely so annoying bc i only get really close w certain friends n so i kinda get really clingy n a lil obsessed n so i have a friend who is notoriously bad at responding to texts bc shes sleeping, working, or lost her phone n today i send a text talking about sm stuff n she comes online so i get excited thinking we r gonna talk so i keep checking to see if she read it yet jst to see that she went offline after like 2 mins of being online so i... » Continue Reading
Maybe it's a result of growing up in the PNW, but I just can't stand summer or sunny weather. I feel like the sun (and especially the heat) just saps my energy and makes every task require 3x the energy. I feel so energized by the rain, and those dark, cloudy skies make me feel like I'm wrapped up in a cozy blanket. I start to feel pretty down after a week or two without any rain, like my body has just dried up and wants to crumble away. But the smell of wet earth when it rains is just heavenly,... » Continue Reading
...after getting high as fuck and taking selfies to remind myself i am thee hottest bitch!!!hung out with my boyf brennen all morning until 4pm, and our friend noah stopped by for some kn95 masks and i was happy he had time to stick around and yap. he left around 2pma few hours after everyone left i got emotionally triggered from an interpersonal schism that triggered past social trauma flashback from my pre-teens happening again as an almost 30 year old really threw me off but i'm on my way bac... » Continue Reading
guy's I did it, I survived the first week of school!!! it lowkey wasn't that bad, but it was defiantly not very entertaining :'[ it was my mum's birthday yesterday so I'm going to see her tonight. I would stay at her house, but I have a performance tomorrow and drumming lessons on Sunday so I can't (soz mum) but I need to get ready in like an hour cuz I'm currently in a towel on my bed writing this. I hope whoever reading this is having a good week lots of love xxx ('3') » Continue Reading