My longest summer before college... ... and how does it make me feel, like the empty sky before the collapse. 16.07.2026 One of my many boring summers I didn't have much hope for another summer other than having a job and making some money. I graduated two months ago and I immediately sent some applications. But no guess, not a single mail back. So the money said goodbye. Okay, maybe I'll spend these days on gaming? Nah, my laptop is a potato and can't hold a simplest game without burning. Maybe... » Continue Reading
DUDE. Okay, so, I won't tell whole story, maybe another time, BUT. I ordered a pet mantis! And it's arriving in post office like IN PROBABLY LESS THAN 30 MINUTES FROM NOW??? It's gonna be a regular green praying mantisIf you couldn't tell, I'm super excited, I prepared a nice shelf that doesn't ever get straight sunlight on it for the enclosure, and I'm super nervous too. Because.I still haven't chose a name!!!!!(!)I need help! I will choose a bit later, but the anticipation is driving me nuts! ... » Continue Reading
This morning I decided to make a cup of hot cocoa and I had a tough decision to make, do I look for flavored creamer or do i just put straight milk and make cooler but still have it taste like dark chocolate. I ended up using creamer because the first choice was an awful decision. » Continue Reading
Eye for an Eye is a 2022 wuxia film directed by Yang Binjia and stars Xie Miao (also known as Mo Tse).The film revolves around wine loving bounty hunter "Blind Cheng" Cheng Yi who, after learning a powerful clan slaughtered a bride's family, goes on a bloody revenge on the killers involved.Eye for an Eye in my opinion is essentially an old samurai/wuxia film from the 60s or 70s made in the present day, it's a very "shut your brain off and just watch the action" type of film. Very straight forwar... » Continue Reading
Having more than 1 aesthetic or subculture is so irritatingbelieve it or not despite my jirai kei and cutecore esc profile i am WAY more of a Emo and scene esc person which sucks because i constantly have to code and recode based on my mood (this is kinda random but im highkey going through a state of severe derealiization rn ummmmm yeah) also i want my youtube channel BACK AUUUGHHHH "your not old enough" my ASS dude AAAAJKVGNUFNHGNFKNBGDFHFBBVNVJNFHGHV EVERYTHIGN SUCKS ok bye now » Continue Reading
idek why im here at this point my moms the one who forced me to into college after i graduated from highschool. i didn't really get a choice in the matter of what i wanted to do and im really only doing this for my mom and my grandparents but not for myself. they wanted me to major in nursing but my heart just wasn't it i had to do these general classes and i ended up failing most of them because my mental health was so bad. it's like i tried but i didn't want to do anymore of it yk? anyways bec... » Continue Reading
question: does anyone else feel like they're genuinely larping gender? idk. either way it feels like a performance. i don't necessarily mind either one tbh, it doesn't really affect me to be honest. i just kinda want to be able to wear and do and be what i want. i think in my "soul" (if that ends up being real) im a guy, but i wouldn't mind pretending to be a girl irl forever. at least i dont think. like it wouldn't be devastating. it's not too bad tbh, i like the sense of community. and they've... » Continue Reading
Can we talk about something for just a moment? Why is it so normalized to just spend money?? Don't get me wrong, it's FAR EASIER to get some food over at some overpriced stand down the street, but home-cooked meals carry WEIGHT and SOUL, ESPECIALLY if it's cooked by someone else for you. Why waste that bond with someone and eat at McDonald's or something?? Do you KNOW what's in there?? Do you KNOW what those big companies do? I refuse to put my faith in the same companies that exploit my fellow ... » Continue Reading
I’ve been learning so many new songs lately and I love it! Like, I just love music, yk? Genuinely have no idea where I’d be without it. It just makes everything so beautiful- like, I can see and imagine colors to what I’m listening to and it just means so much to meLike, does that make sense? » Continue Reading
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