"i don't do well with change" has always been a funny thing that people say. pretty much everyone says it, because none of us do well with change, but the sentence implies that others do, and not doing well with change is abnormal. we all want change, but dread it at the same time. but why are we so afraid of change?in february i moved back home. from dc back to colorado. i ended a long term relationship this year and moved back to the hometown i got away from after 5 years. when i was moving fr... » Continue Reading
Recently I read The Consumer, which is a short story collection by the Swans frontman, Michael Gira. It’s out-of-print and notoriously hard to obtain physically as a result, so most people these days have accessed it via PDF. I found it from an EPUB file that someone was kind enough to share to the r/swans subreddit. It’s a very hard read, but I liked it. 4/5 stars for me. The stories are pretty gruesome and touch on topics like sex, incest, love, cannibalism, and depression. I’d recommend it to... » Continue Reading
Fate gave us free willWe used it to our advantage, did we not?Either if we choose to kill ourselves, would it still fill the hole inside your heart?Would it still make you happy?We both know the answer to thatIts simple really, life is made to be simpleNo, i liedIts far from simpleWe give and take, we chase and get chasedlike wild animals we are, so disgustingly inhumaneHave you ever wished you were one?Just so you could avoid your own responsibilities creeping onto your back?You can blame yours... » Continue Reading
heyyy everyone im new to this site and looking for friends, pls check out my account and add me if you think im coolespecially add me if youre into metalthats about it » Continue Reading
"Hi, I'm Lucienne. Everyone calls me Amour though, and by the end of the mission, you will too!"My girl has been in an almost 4 year campaign, and it's coming to a close at the end of August. It's bittersweet, and I fear it's going to end in tragedy, unlike so many other campaigns I've both been in and watched.She's in a homebrew sci-fi campaign, with some cyberpunk and various rules sets sprinkled in. A bit of 3.5 skill ranking, where my girl has like a +20 intimidation check, so DCs can be sup... » Continue Reading
i'm enjoying my time here. i like that we can see recent posts. even if it isn't something that might interest you. it's refreshing to not have an algorithm that's catering to you.i was getting overwhelmed with social media these days. it feels like it's getting out of hand. you like one post and then you're just seeing that one thing. unable to look at anything else. unless you search for it. » Continue Reading
I know this is a common occurrence within childhood and having a journal/diary, so if anyone has found ways of negating these feelings i would appreciate any advice. ദ്ദി´ ˘ `)I recently watched a video about how to journal without fear of someone violating your privacy, and it really hit me hard (one of my canon events lol)because when i was younger I had a diary/journal where i would write about anything, new friends i made at school, pets i would want, any internal thoughts i had about anyone... » Continue Reading
I freaking love youtube i love layze hes so funny and literally deserves all the subs hes getting same with dino dinning shes so cool and i also love reading fan fic especially byler 😝😝😝 i love being a chud and i will always be a chud but at least im a happy chud!!!! » Continue Reading
i recently found this new Japanese gyaru group and their music is soo good theyre called loalo models, i really recomend checking their music outt - byee » Continue Reading
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