I wanna be in a band so badly. Im a vocalist, so it might be difficult for me to find an existing band to be in.. i just wanna be in a emo / post hardcore/metalcore band 😔 im working on my fry screams n stuff.. and im planning on taking songwriting lessons and learning guitar thoIve been wanting to be in band with two vocalists (clean & screamer) I live nearish to Mansfield in england 🥲 » Continue Reading
I MET MY FRIEND AL!!!!! we have been online friends for more than a YEAR now and I've always been DYINNGGGG to meet them!!! they r this super cool friend of a friend who my ma was hesitant to let me meet bc they r seventeen (they r a childhood friend of my friend from school, kya, known eachother since kya was a tiny lil baby) We went skating and to the food hall, I got chocolate ice cream!!! it was super fun, my feet hurt a lot tho! ALSO the skating rink had HUGE buckets of giant pickles. it wa... » Continue Reading
I finally watched Sinners the other day, and IT IS SO GOOD. It's visually gorgeous, and the soundtrack, alongside how it's used, are absolutely incredible. I'm a big fan of vampire media, but this film uses that idea in a way I've never seen before. Vampirism and blood-sucking as a metaphor for racism and colonialism, particularly in the context of 1930s America, is, to me, a very inventive and insightful take on the idea. Would absolutely recommend to anyone wanting something honest and confron... » Continue Reading
I have been complaining a lot about the erasure of physical media 🖕sony🖕 so I thought I should share my favourite pieces of physical media I own :D #1There isn't much info I could find on the interwebs but it seems that Complete gamer was a UK PC gaming magazine, where this was issue 5 of said magazine that included a bundle disc: "unreal ultimate add-on disc", basically its a disc with a bunch of community made maps and mods(?) for the original unreal, the first game ever made on the first... » Continue Reading
well yesterday I got diagnosed with autism specturm disorder or ASD and it still doesn't feel real like I had a feeling that I had it but actually being diagnosed with it is so overwhelming not in a bad way obviously but like its not a bad thing but now that I'm really thinking about it I'm thinking like what if people see me different or treat me differently then I was before and it also says in the paper work that I should be monitored for anxiety and depressive symptoms which I think is gonna... » Continue Reading
I'm a big perfectionist when it comes to drawing so much to the point where if a drawing is ugly in my eyes I wouldn't draw for weeks or months maybe even years and that alone isn't helping me improve so I decided to start a new sketch book and made a promise to myself to let loose and yea I am having fun again and I'm glad that I picked up drawing again so for that Ima show you some of my finished/unfinished drawings I made :DFyi: I'm still trying to find an art style so sorry for the inconsist... » Continue Reading
Soo I wanted to do this to so I can just list out the things I need to work on! Big eye disease, often I make the eyes like way too hugs. This may be because I started out trying to draw like anime and they got some nice sparkly eyes but now I'm not but I still do giant eyes. I usually go back and fix it with the lasso tool but sometimes it's still there.Proportions, I've gotten better at face proportions as I have some guidelines but I definitely need to work on the body. I make the torso too l... » Continue Reading