I finally watched Sinners the other day, and IT IS SO GOOD. It's visually gorgeous, and the soundtrack, alongside how it's used, are absolutely incredible. I'm a big fan of vampire media, but this film uses that idea in a way I've never seen before. Vampirism and blood-sucking as a metaphor for racism and colonialism, particularly in the context of 1930s America, is, to me, a very inventive and insightful take on the idea. Would absolutely recommend to anyone wanting something honest and confron... » Continue Reading
I have been complaining a lot about the erasure of physical media 🖕sony🖕 so I thought I should share my favourite pieces of physical media I own :D #1There isn't much info I could find on the interwebs but it seems that Complete gamer was a UK PC gaming magazine, where this was issue 5 of said magazine that included a bundle disc: "unreal ultimate add-on disc", basically its a disc with a bunch of community made maps and mods(?) for the original unreal, the first game ever made on the first... » Continue Reading
well yesterday I got diagnosed with autism specturm disorder or ASD and it still doesn't feel real like I had a feeling that I had it but actually being diagnosed with it is so overwhelming not in a bad way obviously but like its not a bad thing but now that I'm really thinking about it I'm thinking like what if people see me different or treat me differently then I was before and it also says in the paper work that I should be monitored for anxiety and depressive symptoms which I think is gonna... » Continue Reading
I'm a big perfectionist when it comes to drawing so much to the point where if a drawing is ugly in my eyes I wouldn't draw for weeks or months maybe even years and that alone isn't helping me improve so I decided to start a new sketch book and made a promise to myself to let loose and yea I am having fun again and I'm glad that I picked up drawing again so for that Ima show you some of my finished/unfinished drawings I made :DFyi: I'm still trying to find an art style so sorry for the inconsist... » Continue Reading
Soo I wanted to do this to so I can just list out the things I need to work on! Big eye disease, often I make the eyes like way too hugs. This may be because I started out trying to draw like anime and they got some nice sparkly eyes but now I'm not but I still do giant eyes. I usually go back and fix it with the lasso tool but sometimes it's still there.Proportions, I've gotten better at face proportions as I have some guidelines but I definitely need to work on the body. I make the torso too l... » Continue Reading
I hate the Texas weather, traffic, politics, and education system that runs through the entire state as a whole. As someone who has lived here literally their entire life, it gets to a point where you can't wait to get out of here. The only things that I would be leaving behind tho are the good things that appear, like my community, family, memories, and niche places I may never find anywhere else. At this point in time, I am about to become an upperclassman in high school, and that usually ... » Continue Reading
I wanna know what his skin feels like to be on mine, feel his teeth make marks across my body, use his ink to take ahold of my blood stream, my mind is full of visions of his face.. » Continue Reading