my dreams often mirror a reality that i want to live with a person who exists only within my notions. and, every-time i awake, i realize how truly alone i am, while everybody experiences the feeling of being loved by that of a significant other. that's why sometimes, im afraid to sleep. dreams often show the things that im afraid may never happen. but, there's duality to it. sometimes i'll be happy to live in a place completely up to my interpretations, because then i'll dream of finally being w... » Continue Reading
today was pretty average but there were a few standout moments. i spent the first half of the day on my laptop watching youtube, adventure time, etc.. then i went to my dads house (divorced parents, i know, shocker) n got sum stuff packed for a trip im going on tomorrow. my little brother has been really into boxing lately and he told me to come outside so i could watch him box our dad XD. it started out fun to watch but then i started thinking yo maybe i could have sum fun hitting my brother li... » Continue Reading
I haven't touched alc in like 2 months, this is the longest I've been sober from that in a long time but ofc the same day I'm making sure my friend actually believes me that I haven't been drinking, my mummy buys an alc I rlly love. I almost went to drink it but started freaking out and now I lowk just dk what to do, I hate feeling tempted every time I open the fridge » Continue Reading
I've always been an obsessive person. I was looking through my camera roll today and found tons of screenshots of messages between girls I've had feelings for. Old photos of them, their house on a map, who they follow. I want to know everything about them. Watching Zombie Stage seems to have brought it back to me: my love for obsession. Seeing Sua break in to infect herself through/by Mizi made my stomach flutter. Reading what other people thought about the scene made me confused. People didn't ... » Continue Reading
1) time and date u started this? 10:20pm on jul 7 2026 !2) asl? is this abt sign language >.> idk sign language.. i plan on taking a class for it in the future though!!!!!!!!!!3) opinions on musicals? used to love them as a kid. i used to be a theater kid lolll4) favorite snack? candy and popcorn!!!!!!!!5) have u ever been in love? yes i currently have a big fat crush on a friend ( ˶´ ᵕ `˶ )6) favorite pokemon? sylveon!!!!!7) mario kart main? i dont play mario kart. but the one time i did play i... » Continue Reading