I don't know if I'm the only one but this is like a huuuge issue for me like ı can't sleep at night before ı check all my social media to make sure ı didn't post anything and liked anything absurd . I can't comment on anything cuz ım scared , ıts also hard to give a like to smth unless it's like a universally perfect thing like a cat video . But ı want to like things , post things , make comments , maybe even make videos but ı can't even write anything cuz what if people think ım a gross person ... » Continue Reading
Hey guysss, I just missed the bus and mums mad (she’s got to drive me now hehe) SO WHATS UR LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT??? For me, my least favorite subject has got to be Spanish idk I just suck at keeping what I learn in my brain, it tends to go in one ear and out the other LOLZZ » Continue Reading
I'm so excited to get out of Idaho. I've been needing a fresh slate for a long time and this is it. no more being scared to go anywhere because I'm scared of ex friends, time to become my own person. to get a job again for the first time in a long time, and not being scared of seeing toxic ex friends around town. I can actually fall in love with myself instead of being scared ill never get out of this shit hole, I got 6 months, the clock starts now. I'm so excited to go to actually good ... » Continue Reading
Hey people so i have started reading "the bell jar" cause i bought it and casue their making a movie of it ringt now (and billie's gonna be staring in it!) anyway so yea for now i like it and its good but a bit cunfusing :0 i will giva an update when iv'e gotten further<3 » Continue Reading
I live in an okay area that is smack near a park, which means homeless people, or just any weird and sketchy guys lurk…. Im trying to sleep but i hear this grown man absolutely breaking down and screaming and sobbing as if he saw his entire family die in front of him. But he’s LOUD LOUD…. And that just got me thinking…. I felt like i became really aware of the fact that im alive right now, and started paying attention to feelings and our purpose .. does living really matter? Does anything we do ... » Continue Reading
I've wanted to make a videogame about the killjoys for months now. This year i will be starting to learn Java at school and my super awesome teacher said we'll be learning how to make a graphic interface and will probably make videogames.I've learned coding by myself when i was like 13 starting from Scratch then searching youtube videos to learn python and javascript and html but i had no one to ask for advice when it bugged badly so i gave up on some of that. But for now i wanna focus on the de... » Continue Reading
Alright, day 2 of this blog, and tommorow is the day I go back to school, don't tell my parents but I stayed up all night tryna text my friends and now I'm SOOO tired lol XD, I wish I could stay up untill like the next day :P, but anyway, I'm a little worried about tommorow being my first day back to school. I'm not gonna reveal my age around the Internet, but I prolly will not know what the hell I'm doing around school. But yhh. Anyways, that's my blog for today, byeeee :D » Continue Reading
I am so fucking jealous and easily rage baited. I crashed out earlier because I was scrolling on #emo and saw an old friend I had a crush on, day ruined immediately. I think I only wanted their skin. I also cried because my mother (love her) turned my music down on the way home to call someone. LIKE PLEASE THIS IS MY ONLY HOPE I WILL CRASH THIS CAR!!?!?!?!!??! I am also like yearning for a relationship but also like I dont gaf enough to do anything romantic. hmph. I fucking love music holy shit.... » Continue Reading