(this isn't a vent post)Don't you ever want to be alone? like not "I want sit in my room all day and not speak to anyone." kind of alone but "I wish I was the only person to ever exist on this planet." Well, most often I feel that way, even if I appreciate those around me who I love.Although, there are days, weeks and months where I would love to be the only surviving human on earth, perhaps it would be scary but in my own deluded imagination... I would love to not speak to anyone, not hear from... » Continue Reading
6/26When someone is talking to me, I can look into their eyes with no problem. When I talk to someone, for some reason I automatically start looking elsewhere. Looking at someone’s face when I’m talking to them is, like, physically challenging??No one has mentioned it but I’m so sure that they notice when I start to look at walls and beside them. Thinking about the important meetings like job interviews I’ve had and how people probably think “this poor person is too shy” or something. I mean, I ... » Continue Reading
dyed my partners hair blue and purple and WOW did i out do myself this time. i mean i have been doing my own hair for nearly 20 years and have a good grasp on what to do (yes, i can still recall the first jar of manic panic i dipped my hands into without gloves and slapped it on my hair that i bleached with a stolen bottle of Garnier Nutrisse bleach from my moms collection when i was 10 years old.)but i really outdid myself this time.i did like a checkered pattern with the blue and purple for so... » Continue Reading
hallo friend (hello surrealist!) hope you are doing good, today i have been listening to the classicals of classic musics. and as i was listening to these musics, i looked over to my kitty kat.. maomao. which sparked the idea to talk about her, as she is very deeply special to me.the princess i will be talking of is up there, on a toilet.. she is liking the bathroom a lot. much to the surrealists dismaymaomao is the stray kitten i found on a dreadfully rainy day in the street, as i was walking u... » Continue Reading
I love music so bad, especially the ones that makes you think about your life, the ones impactful that makes you relive your best moments and makes you hopeful for whatever has to come.I'm looking to put some more into my youtube playlists, if anyone has anything similar to these songs, please let me know :)Among many other exemples.I take any music rec, even if it doesn't fit the description! :D » Continue Reading
Im new here yeyyy!!! Its nearly look same as spacehey but cooler ig...Like its has dark mod(*^▽^*) I post blog about my photos in here proably. Sorry for my bad english <(_ _)> DUDE THERES COOL LAYOUTS FOR BLOG!! I LOVE IT » Continue Reading
HAIII! I honestly don't know what to say cause this is my first blog. In the future I'll probably blog about music and gossip and other things😋 » Continue Reading
Im trying to fix my sleep schedule So im staying up all night.. well its like 9 AM already so trying to stay up all day.. but im already exhausted but heyy im posting this at a decent time instead of like posting in the middle of the night like i usually doSidenote i ordered pizza last night so I actually have something to look forward to today.. huh wow maybe i do need to get out more but mehh last time i left my house this summer, besides my like four day roadtrip, I got attacked my mosquitos,... » Continue Reading
I just woke up like 10 mins ago! My phone disconnected from its charger while I was asleep and died, I forgot to take off my mascara last night so it’s a lil smudged, and I have bed head 😭😭. How was everyone else’s morning!!?? » Continue Reading