A lot of this will be repeated from my bulletin from the other day but, I want to have a blog just to always have it.I came back from the library book sale, grabbed the mail before going inside and noticed that the letter my psychiatrist said they would send with my diagnosis came a week early. Walking to the back door I started to shake, I was so nervous that it was going to be negative and that I would be back to stage one. I KNEW something was wrong, that my anxiety wasn't just that, anxiety.... » Continue Reading
In my area we have a lot of small like.. food and culture festivals, ai like going to the Russian (but more like Ukrainian) festival. I typically don't hear a lot of Russian and Ukrainian or even accents to feel comfortable enough to try and practice my Russian. (if i wasn't a coward anyways) went with a friend and she figured out was traditional slavic and balalaika music. Had some fried fish and kielbasa with the greesiest fries. They also had different vodka shots, a pirate punch (we live by ... » Continue Reading
Just got out of class for today so I can stop shaking about doing the presentation for my network security class. all 3 groups today didn't have a lot of time to really prepare of spring break.It's just going over a topic, explaining it, then doing a live demo. My group did wifi hacking and oh boy tooooo much troubleshooting and still not getting it perfect in class. For details we talked about the different wifi protocols a few different ways to hack them and I was able to use my poor financial... » Continue Reading
I mentioned in my other blog post that I had to put my(and my brothers) cat down during the winter break. He had kidney failure and a heart murmur. These are just a small amount of my favourite photos of him. Love ya Felix. I hope you get at the snuggles and taco bell you want wherever you went. I'll miss you » Continue Reading
holy fuck, so my memory is terrible so I'm gonna miss a lot, but 3 year ago I broke up with my partner. There was a lot to that but we really just weren't partners, just friends. that friendship stayed strong until about a couple of months ago. Rediscovered my love for camping. School was stressful but not to the extent it is now. Going part time makes it easier in some ways but it actually feels like it never ends now. For about a year everything was going well, just surviving and making the be... » Continue Reading
My poems got rejected for my school student arts magazine, so to feel better I'm gonna post one of them here. Maybe i'll post more later.Not So Abandoned A facility frozen forgotten to time The excitement I experienced from exploring until my stomach sank from stress of trespassing I say We have been here long enough let's leave Crawling through a collapsed corridor I see a pair of stained sneakers Signal to my sidekick slip away Through factory floors losing our forward motion Owne... » Continue Reading
It's me for like the forth time anyways, I love Sum 41 as a band because it's energetic and poppy as fuck!I owned Half hour of power, All Killer no Filler, Does this looks infected and lastly Chuck. My favourite from Half hour of power song is Makes no difference, What we're all about, All Killer's Motivation, Fat Lip, In too deep and never wake up, DTLI's My Direction, The hell song, A.N.I.C, Still Waiting and Chuck's Pieces, Noots, 88, Welcome to hell and What we're all to blameThat's all :)Wh... » Continue Reading
なんか、友達に男の子だと思われてるんじゃないかってバカみたいな妄想があるんだけど、でも考えてみたら全然そんなことないんだよね。みんな普通に女の子として接してくれてるし、ゆゆって呼んでくれてるし。たぶん、女子の制服着てきたときのクラスメイトの反応がトラウマになってるだけだと思う。ほんとうざい。なんかブログの内容がいつも同じで申し訳ないんだけど、こういうこと話せる機会があんまりないから、ここに書いちゃってるI have this stupid delusion that my friends think I'm a boy, but when I think about it, I realize that's not the case at all. Everyone treats me like a normal girl and calls me Yuyu. I think I'm just traumatized by the reactions of my classmates when I wear girls' uniforms. Really annoying. I'm s... » Continue Reading
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