condenadas sean las almas que viven la libertad porque yo me resguardo dentro de mi propio ser algún día estallaré para que vuelvas a decirme que no lo merezco que nadie es dueño de su propia vida que todo lo que hago es obra del destino que nada de lo que tengo me pertenece ¿cómo podría mirar mi reflejo sin preguntarme quién soy? me ahogo en cada respiro que doy espero el día en que tus ángeles bajen a cobrar todo lo que debo anhelando que se lleven este vacío en mi pecho tus frases... » Continue Reading
i might change a couple things if i like them enough to keep as an oc, but yeah! they've got an appearance and a backstory! haven't touched them in forever, still haven't given them a name or anything else either ꒰#’ω`#꒱੭ maybe one of you could come up with something?the appearance:the backstory:this (currently) nameless entity was originally a human. they fell asleep one night and woke up in a strange world that wasn't their own. after exploring for a while, they came across an abandoned butche... » Continue Reading
im so exited for my birthday idk if im actually getting this stuff but i wished for a new phone my phone is super old i have had it since 2022 i am very grateful for what ever i get. btw its on aug 4th » Continue Reading
I made a friend at the library about a week or two ago, and we planned a meetup for this morning and it went really well I'm so glad we clicked. I definitely had some beige flags i was looking out on because when she did start talking to me, she wanted to talk about the lord which no hate to Christians but most probably want me condemned to hell. I also was dressed very emo so i was wondering if that was the reason she started talking to me to save me from the devils music or whatever. But very ... » Continue Reading
I don't think anyone understands how important les by childish gambino is to meIt's been there for me for like 3 years now so it went through one of my cringest eras with meIt's my ring tone since I got my current phone (about one and a half year)i've listened to it when I felt sad or happyi've listened to it when I felt ugly and when I felt prettyi always listen to itit's on my sleep playlist so i also fall asleep with itI still can't really remember the lyrics completely though » Continue Reading
Hey everyone!! Long time no see. I just got back from a week-long road trip where I went to Utah and Las Vegas. I've been looking forward to this trip for a long time, and I'm super excited to share details and some pics with y'all. My sister and I drove the whole way (yes, both of us) and we either stayed in hotels along the way or camped in the back of my sister's truck (totally do not recommend in Vegas, lol). I tend to consider trips where I get to geek out on my interests some of the best t... » Continue Reading
First blog on FriendRewind LFG!!! This is copied over from my SpaceHey account :)I've known for a long time that something about sex was different for me. I didn't have the word for it. This one's gonna be long, so grab a snack and enjoy the read.I remember being in middle school and feeling genuinely uncomfortable whenever sex education came around. I didn't just feel embarrassed in the normal "oh god, we're talking about sex in class" way that plenty of teenagers probably did. I was squeamish.... » Continue Reading
there's no real update rn it's just kind of something I've noticed this is a really sad game. even if it's not outwardly sad by somebody dying or something sad happening. I think everything mixed together of emotions and feelings and having to go through everything is just kind of sad I don't know if any of that makes sense » Continue Reading
https://spacehey.com/z0nez_madn3zzthough my layout isn't really perfect as in comparison on spacehey, it still will be sorted out later on...dunno what to add lol » Continue Reading
Just did my first interview in awhile, I did super good! But hells I feel so fucking tired. As an autistic person interviews are so nerve inducing. They feel like games of play-pretend more than interviews sometimes, I am a complete charisma vacuum most of the time so I have to put all of my brain power into seeming as Normal as possible.Maintain eye contact but not too much eye contact, smile when they smile, look like you're paying attention, answer fast, ask questions, make small talk, compli... » Continue Reading