so like a night ago i had the thought that what if i'm actually dead and this is like a weird thing my dying mind has come up with,i've decided that's probably not true but at the time it seemed to make sense (mainly the fact that bugs have started showing up in the house and that led me to think that my entire family and i had been murdered and are rotting in our house).it might be connected to the fact that i feel like i'm being watched again,maybe not,i dunno anything about these things. » Continue Reading
So my ex-friend, lets call him David, introduced me to School Bus Graveyard. This came up because I saw fanart of Aiden on his birthday. I have a lot of memories with David & SBG. Anyway David said if he could he would've liked to play Aiden in the show (it was said there would be a show, not sure when) except for the fact that Aiden smiles a lot and he doesn't (shit acting then my guy, the point is to pretend) and I remember saying 'I'll just be behind the camera so you can look at me and smile... » Continue Reading
i hate living in an apartment under loud asf people- its mostly their kids. they have no respect for the people under them, and stomp. no matter what time it is. it can be 3 oclock in the morning and those mother fuckers are stomping upstairs. i am incredibly sensitive to sound and can feel vibrations pretty easily, it makes me overwhelmed and makes me cry. it wouldn’t be loud to other people but it is loud to me. i cannot go through one day without not hearing a noise. i want silence, its so mu... » Continue Reading
this so tufffffffff omgomgomgomg i kinda just took someone elses template and changed a few things but like i cba to make a full thing in html soooo </3 » Continue Reading
Today I am trying another Java Monster, this time the Cafe Latte.Starting off with the can, it almost gives me a root beer vibe. Probably due to the super dark brown can with a white frothy head. A bit boring, but not bad. The blurb: "Gingerbread, cinnamon, dolce, peppermint white mocha...your mobile app would even laugh at you for ordering that! For those of us who love our coffee the classic way comes Java Monster Cafe Latte. Coffee forward with the right amount of cream and sugar, then superc... » Continue Reading
Sometimes i'm at my friends' places' and i overhear them interscting with their siblings or parents and they just seem so close??? They actually seem comfortable with each other?? And they express their interests?? They dont lie?? Its so weird to me, i hate my siblings and i'm not allat Close to my parents, so its just so weird to see. Anyone relate or am i alone on this one😭🙏 » Continue Reading
Mutualist anarchism is a philosophy that advocates voluntary, democratic, and cooperative ownership within a free market; that is, a socialistic society without compulsive authority. “What is the difference between libertarianism and mutualism?” you may already wonder. These categories share a similar relationship to the classifications dog and beagle. Not all dogs are beagles, but all beagles are most certainly dogs. Just the same, not all libertarians are necessarily mutualist in their economi... » Continue Reading
welcome to my 12th diary entry!I FINALLY got my amp!! I've spent the last couple of hours playing and messing around with the bass and my fingers hurt and I am so incredibly happy that I finally get to hear sounds as I practice in the comfort of my room.Last time I got to play with Actual Sound was like a month and a half ago, so this is huge for me, almost cried during the first song I tried.I can only do very simple stuff since I have done basically nothing useful in this month and a half but ... » Continue Reading
9/24/26Like families, moons orbit worlds as worlds orbit suns. They move about connecting or disconnecting with one another until they meet again. Celestial bodies with ruins of storms under atmospheric toxicities. They look so pretty this far out. I see the marbles rolling though the dark, distant asteroids flitting past. A comet is cast into a planetary disc, catching a gentle shape of ice. A glint of something once unnoticed, gone into glistening filaments years away. A quiet witness to a bri... » Continue Reading