im scared to die but living and just being miserable would just be worse I dont want to live like this i dont think anyone I know in life really know anything about me I dont want to die and have my funeral at my house I hate the thought of living here until I die here I just want to go somewhere else im going to die with no one really close to me and i know im not important to anyone enough to be remembered past like 3 months » Continue Reading
TW: politicsokay so...as some people might be aware, im indian.and as some of y'all might be aware, the indian government is fucked up.recently, the central govt. won the elections in my hometown, kolkata.i was really fucking shocked, 'cause, west bengal is one of the last places bjp should be able to get into power because of the left leaning mindset of the people there.to start of their rule over wb, they decided to beat fucking shopkeepers and take over their shops. they are fucking destroyin... » Continue Reading
i now understand the feeling of frustration that resides deep within my bones, desiring to seep out in resentful words and spiteful jabs, yet it falls from my tear ducts in pleas of apology. i now understand that you are too far from shore for me to swim to, but alas i never knew how to swim so i must turn back from my paddling of a journey to save my own life. i have an acoustic guitar now, and you'll never grace the neck of it with your fingertips, and i no longer desire for it to be me instea... » Continue Reading
Someone cared enough to carve his likeness onto a pumpkin.6.10.2026On a side note, lots of things have been happening, positive and negative..My bad for not posting often, I only post when It's something I think is worth posting, and most of the time that just isn't happening, I don't have the confidence for anything else either.I trust only myself to bring the visions and ideas I have to life, whether that's to my benefit or detriment remains to be seen.Happy spooks 🎃 » Continue Reading
Anya mondd meg(mom tell me) by sisi, hundred sins(Im not crazy) Nem vagyok őrült(Just sometimes scared)Csak néha félek(That in my world i live completely alone)Hogy a világomban full egyedül élek(When they see it, then they feel it)Amikor látják, akkor érzik(And instead of me they look at my name)És a lényem helyett a nevemet nézik(But mom tell me)De Anya, mondd meg(Why am i like this)Mért vagyok ilyen?(This world is sick)Ez a világ beteg(My heart is too big)Nekem meg túl nagy a szívem(I said mo... » Continue Reading
most eah doll collectors have it SO EASY meanwhile i have to beg my mom just to get one!!!and even then she would say "but you don't need more dolls", and i don't need another purse!!!!!! i just reallywant Lizzie (and Alistair) to complete my wonderland collection!!!! spare me!!! » Continue Reading
hello! im new here and this is my first post!i made this drawing a few days ago and i wasn't so happy with how it turned out, but now I think i like it!honestly, I was just doodling with a blue pen. I didn't exactly planned what I would draw beforehand. the weird yellow post-its are there to hide some of the mess lolnote: I changed some things about this after I took the photos, but no major differences, just a better composition (im too lazy to retake the photo tho)I plan to post more of my art... » Continue Reading
this isn’t really targeted but I’ve seen a lot of people try to be sooo holier-than-thou about what is ‘moral’ and ‘immoral’ to the point that you’re all twisted and stupid and not actually woke at all. I’m talking as someone who just got slapped out of the worst morality ocd known to man so trust me on this. i was morality ocd ceo (admittedly in a more logical way). thought crimes are not real. thoughts cannot hurt anyone. if you think that someone is worse than another for having a THOUGHT, yo... » Continue Reading
hi gays hi lesbians hi pansexuals hi bisexuals hi straights hi everynyan hiii haiii im maggot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! youy can also call me ramune booooooooooooohi guyshiiihellohiiiiiiiiii hiiihelloo........................... uhh first blog firstblog Ok? hiii hii i want to talk about muyself!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!! im hyperfixated in phighting and gorillaz O_O blelelele yes yes okokkkk..... im REALLYREALLYinterested in marine biology i think its cool!!!waoww!!! i like history but it can be bo... » Continue Reading
first of all: an old train, so many people have sat on these seats. i wonder how long this train has existed for...pretty sure it has always just gone from city a to city b, maybe. let me show you the (worn out)seat fabric pattern:second thing: two older men sitting near me, talking about a sixpack of long drinks (alcohol). They laugh, look at their phones like old people do, they need glasses to do so. one of them wanders off, comes back, has a long drink, opens it, now the whole train car smel... » Continue Reading