so i'm arranging the song plainsong by the cure for a symphony (minus strings which idk if they have them but yk) cos im in concert band and i wanna play if for our spring concert:p im really just using a musescore reference of the og song and putting the parts for diff instruments+transposing but some parts i have to write by using my brain and GOLLY!! THIS IS HARD!!!!!!!11 im trying to write in the vocal parts 4 flute solo and omfg bruh im tryna make it sound lyrical/flowy but it just.......ug... » Continue Reading
as we are going further into this divorce, my ex and i have been opening up to more people about it. hes talked to a lot of his friends about it and all of them blame me, which is understandable because theyre men and they will always defend another man. and im not saying that kisses the other guy was right either but im also tired of begging someone to change and love me the way i need. i guess them blaming it all on me does bother me a bit but when i told my family they lowkey blamed me as wel... » Continue Reading
I've already talked about lost songs from my favorite band, but this time I've found more, always on MySpace. ATP I'm making this page a fanpage of them because I do love talking about this band hehe, anyways since I wanted to rate ALL of their songs, I decided to start with the first ever song that they realeased Wich is in March 12 2009 on YouTube, this is the first ever band that the singer I like was in, when he was just 16/17.At the end of the song there was a link going to MySpace, I went ... » Continue Reading
It's a new school year... in case no one have seen my comment on my history/ELA teacher where I explained about the whole incident, I just wanted to say, it has been one month in, and I haven't seen her anywhere. Her classroom now belongs to another teacher so it's safe to say, she got fired. Personally feel a lot safer now and better for the younger kids in my school :) but I'm still a little worried though. My teacher right now isn't so bad, I actually learn shit from them, but my ELA teacher ... » Continue Reading
um i am on the way to get tested for ocd. im scared. i don't want to. but i really am paranoid all the time. to the point that i can't hide it anymore. im terrified of even eating meat. terrified out of my wits that its human meat or something. and i check every corner of every room to ensure there's no intruder and check the floor before i step to ensure i won't step on a tripwire and set off some machete flying towards me on a rope from the ceiling. i know at first there's not an intruder but ... » Continue Reading
honestly for halloween i might just go as something basic but make it look really good, like a vampire or a zombie i honestly just might be those or something idkkkkk i hate choosing my costume. ID TOTALLY POST A PHOTO WHEN I DO GET A COSTUME » Continue Reading
does anyone else freak themselves out waaay too easily?i mean like sometimes my own footsteps freak me out when i'm walking by myself,or with other people too sometimes.hallways and windows at night?prime time for someone to be watching from outsidewalking by our car in our yard?someone could be sitting in therelight noises? constantly doing double takes cuz i could've sworn something was there? that kinda thing,ya know?also something is making a lot of noise and i can't quite tell whats making ... » Continue Reading
I keep trying to convince myself that I don't want you. I keep trying to fix an unsolvable problem. Casual relationships won't make this go away and neither will real ones. I love you so much and it hurts. Every time is see your face, talk to you fuck even think about you I get so overwhelmed with love. I've tried to deny this feeling for so long, chalking it up to just a small crush that I'll get over, but it's so much more than that. I've tried time and time again to get over you but it's diff... » Continue Reading
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