Glass.It starts as sand. Just sand. Then you heat it until the whole thing gives up being sand and turns into this molten orange light. This glowing glob of almost liquid, almost stone, hanging off the end of a pole.I’m so jealous of glass workers.They get some sand, gloop it up, heat it until it becomes glass, and then pull this bright molten thing out of the furnace. There’s usually another person there, an assistant, and the two of them seem almost mind connected. They move together. Somebody... » Continue Reading
I've had all the worst things said to me in my life I cried twiceI was told a lot of bad things again for asking for medicine.I was shaking with fear and talked to my friend to calm down.Fear of what will happen the next day.I just want to lock myself in my room while dad is not home, lie down and wait for dad to come. It hurts me to hear this and when my father is at home this does not happen. » Continue Reading
(this one’s a lot about my mental health) I know i said i was gonna go more into depth about how relatable the song boys day (bloody sea) by pacific purgatory is but i changed my mind because i watched the backrooms last night with my best friend and clark’s speech about liking it there really got to me. This is gonna sound silly but ever since watching the end of evangelion movie, i’ve wanted to be myself and also fix up my mental health more which i usually don’t really take care of despite ha... » Continue Reading
some dude on friendrewind added me so we could talk about our experiences being disabled, which i'm always down for, love talking to other disabled people. (i think his comment might still be on my profile, dude's username is just X) but literally all he kept spouting was medical misinformation??? like, it was legitimately insane. he immediately was like "yeah, i use ivermectin for my chronic fatigue syndrome" HUH???? ivermectin is an anti-parasitic drug???? if someone tells me they use ivermect... » Continue Reading
╭[°ㅂ°]╮╰[°ㅂ°]╯intro postttt!!!!!╭[°ㅂ°]╮╰[°ㅂ°]╯lowk should probably actually write an introduction post lols. (づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ hai im teddy, im 23 years old n i use any pronouns. I dont really have any real goal with using this account for xyz but so far i’m enjoying posting recaps of my day and teasing my zine to literally 2 people lmaoalso i make a lotta art !! i sorta just like paint stuff then scan it and edit/mess with it on my laptop, usually looks pretty cool pretty groovy ≧◡≦. i think it create... » Continue Reading
I'm not good with titles for blog posts, largely because I've never written one to my recollection. In other words, this is my first blog post ever.I've been online for a long time and with that, from a debatably far too young age. Newgrounds, Gaia Online, Equipboard, ModularGrid, Dreamwidth, Spacehey, the questionable teenage Tumblr years that I still regret, so on and so forth... For all the time I've spent on these sites, I've never really interacted with anyone beyond platitudes and memes. ... » Continue Reading
Just had coffee about an hour ago and I'm debating whether i should have a monster later (as in now)...Like I always try my best to limit my caffeine intake, only having a monster every other day and not drinking monster if I already had a coffee or tea.But like I haven't had a monster in like at least 4-5 days and there's like three sitting in my fridge. I want one but I already had coffee this morning and I know the headache that's gonna come from it will be hellish but like... monster tasty.😔 » Continue Reading