Really missing that one day I felt asexual and like a normal fucking person, especially as a hypersexual. This next part is only partly related to my hypersexuality but I hate feeling like an envious and ungrateful person and constantly yearning for love and affection even when I do get it, including those I love, and It really makes feel like a weirdo or a complete loser and there have been times where I have yearned to the point that it has made me feel nauseous and done things that I deeply r... » Continue Reading
MondayGot the house in order, from the weekend.TuesdayStarting to realize that I’m not my feelings. I’m a person having feelings. This is very difficult for me to understand or even get a grip on. Maybe it isn’t so difficult for other people, but, oof. It certainly seems like I am my feelings. It feels that way. But apparently, I’m not.WednesdayWent pretty well. Everything seemed to be on the up and up. Other than one little incident involving some thunder and my glasses, everything was cool. I ... » Continue Reading
FIRST BLOG!!!! :DD I was thinking about this a lot today about how I seriously wish and would love to b the older sibling and I wish SO bad that I was born first. I just got back from a vacation with my older sis and she's staying with us for a lil but, but as much as I hate to say it... I can't WAIT for her to go back to university ;(( im telling u dude this entire vacation has felt like somethiNg out of diary of a wimpy kid or a sitcom xdshes 2 years older than me and should be the mature on... » Continue Reading
helllooooogonna be so honest nothing about 8th grade has been special at all ive just been hanging out and messing with my friends before during and after school and ive been maintaining my grades, me and analeya figured things out it was a misunderstanding, i dont get teased for my body anymore actually the same people compliment me saying ive lost a lot of weight and such i really am not worried my teachers aren't assholes its all going really well so far i hope nothing bad happens » Continue Reading
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO GET PEOPLE TO BUY COMMISSIONSSSPEASE IM CHEAP AND FASTTTT, I love drawing,I love art and people tell me ‘raise your prices!’ But nobody buys them now!!! Why would people buy them if they were more expensiveUufgh…. Anyway my ko-fi is https://ko-fi.com/doexoMy TikTok is doe_xxoGgguhh if ur interested please please please I’m so broke it’s only cheap pls » Continue Reading
Hey guys!You know, I could spend forever in this wonderful place, which directly harks back to the culture of the 2000s. Delving deeper into that era, "destructive" by today's standards, I began to notice differences in the culture of communication.People used to take it seriously, clearly constructing sentences and posting statuses, but now the unconscious majority only thinks of speed at the expense of convenience, forgetting about visual style as such.In the past, completely different means o... » Continue Reading
So on yt i was watching the channel named the losers recently. Theyre basically scenekids who put on videos about themselves in the late 2000s. Sadly their last video was quite a while ago but their videos have such a nice vibe. Its so relaxing to watch them idk why, all the recordings are blurry and everything feels real, not copied. Most of their videos are about going to the mall together or messing around in school. I really want to be with them there and hangout with them honestly, crap the... » Continue Reading
Next weekend there is this convention called 'Totally Rad Vintage Fest'. Me and my friends are going there and I can't wait to see what they have there. Are y'all going?https://totallyradvf.com/ » Continue Reading