So me and my siblings always have assigned seats, and in the car, I sit on the right behind the driver, but when traveling like rn, the driver's side is on the left, am I supposed to still sit behind the driver or and I supposed to stay on the right? I've been staying on the right, mostly, when we went shopping a few days ago with grandparents, we switched cars after every shop, two kids and one grandparent in each, and I just sat on which side I was already walking to, sometimes left sometimes ... » Continue Reading
i always used to wonder why do humans even try to find a reason to why we were put here on this world—a planet with one seemingly sole purpose to us. in my opinion, we try to find a reason to why we are here because we find the need to have purpose for us. a purpose that isn’t just solely made by us, a purpose that is given to us by someone or something that surely knows that it fits. we as people, try to find purpose that isn’t just one we made for ourselves, because we are scared of there bein... » Continue Reading
Woke up, breakfast, dressed, yippers, such exciting events, anyway, then father came, we discussed who would go and who wouldn't and what we would do, the plan was go to the pool, Alice already wasn't going, and Esme didn't want to go, so the original plan was me and Bender go but then in the morning/night before, he decided he didn't want to go, so it would make no sense if I was the only one to go, so we changed the plan, and it was just me and Bender going, the girls stayed and helped with st... » Continue Reading
new habit: sitting on the floor with my diary, sketchbook, and computer with me with the lights off while drawing some band member or artist or whoever is on my computer screen. i put on live performances and try to draw the person i'm watching. at mcr san antonio, i drew teri gender bender who was singing with the mars volta (i didnt draw mcr because i was too busy having real fun and not nerd fun) and thats definitely where it started. i am not even a "real" artist anymore ever since i kinda q... » Continue Reading
My friend suggested I should, and I totally wouldn't mind having light pink hair,,Plus there's no trouble for school anyway. Plus I have (It may be obvious) been getting into pink, soooo » Continue Reading
Hey everybody, I'm back with another vlog to throw into the infinite ether. If you've ever looked at my profile then you would know I was a Computer Science student in 2024, 2025 and the first half of 2026 respectively. I did learn a lot while at college but I think I became a bit over reliant on ai during my studies, I think this happened because I was struggling with energy due to my dad being sectioned and I didn't want to fail. I never cheated but I won't lie, I probably used more than I sho... » Continue Reading
excesos en tu boca peleando por escapar pupilas dilatadas imposibles de disimular ese temblor en la piel que impide pensar la vista que se se nubla y empieza a alucinar y tu cabeza en llamas, a punto de estallar una deuda con la vida que nunca pudiste saldar te persigue desde siempre, anhelando entrar hoy más que nunca, cansada de esperar, entregaste al destino eso que no podés controlar y fue tan liberador que tus venas dejaron de rogar y volviste a soñar desvaneciéndote en cada v... » Continue Reading
University applications are getting insane these days. I need to start doing them in like a year or two, so I still have time… but i’m scared it’ll get even worse. Some of the top universities look for students with perfect extracurricular activities, even independent research before they’re 18. Which is tough, and not even accessible to many. Nowadays good grades aren’t enough to get in.I understand that these are highly competitive universities however small unis are also approaching the same ... » Continue Reading
I had another dream last nightI was inside a ihop eating strawberry cheesecake waffles. After I ate i walked out of the ihop and began walking down the sidewalk. I start to hear like a sorta quiet distant muffled yelling from the street near the sidewalk so I look over to the street and see fucking Alex Koval from EverymanHYBRID just yelling in rage at me from inside a car parking near the sidewalk across from the one I was. I have no idea what he's saying cuz the window is rolled up so I start ... » Continue Reading
The grocery store I wanted to work for sent me an email at 12:30 AM-Yes, they waited until past midnight for some reason-to tell me that I was rejected for all four of the positions I was offered. Which basically means, "don't even bother reapplying, there is not one position here you qualify for, good luck somewhere else".The email said the details were not to be disclosed, but I know full damn well what my fatal mistakes were:1) Thanks to my fucking job coach sending my application under HER e... » Continue Reading