I had another dream last nightI was inside a ihop eating strawberry cheesecake waffles. After I ate i walked out of the ihop and began walking down the sidewalk. I start to hear like a sorta quiet distant muffled yelling from the street near the sidewalk so I look over to the street and see fucking Alex Koval from EverymanHYBRID just yelling in rage at me from inside a car parking near the sidewalk across from the one I was. I have no idea what he's saying cuz the window is rolled up so I start ... » Continue Reading
The grocery store I wanted to work for sent me an email at 12:30 AM-Yes, they waited until past midnight for some reason-to tell me that I was rejected for all four of the positions I was offered. Which basically means, "don't even bother reapplying, there is not one position here you qualify for, good luck somewhere else".The email said the details were not to be disclosed, but I know full damn well what my fatal mistakes were:1) Thanks to my fucking job coach sending my application under HER e... » Continue Reading
ive really REALLY done it know omg i dont know how i keep fucking my life up like thisokay so, im back with that one friend who i keep falling out with or whatever because he's liked me ever since we started talking and he kept breaking up the friendship because he knew i didnt like him back but recently it got really bad and i begged for him back again thinking i liked him too and now we're kind of dating but i dont think i actually really like him like that and that i was just super emotion an... » Continue Reading
hey no life update today no time for that but its going really good!!!! i love mike kennerty soo much i think hes the most adorablest of all the rejects and hes so FUCKING attractive like i dont even know what to do when i look at him and we're so alike i swear SWEAR SWEAR if i had been born 29 years earlier we could be skipping together and holding hands and i dont wanna sound like some beatlemaniac girl but i really would kiss a photo of him 3,000 times until my lips were sore because im so in... » Continue Reading
You guys ever have that thing where, for just a second, you're not longer overwhelmed and have time for your hobbies but then ur brain is like: this is too easy?? Like I feel like my classes have chilled out a bit but that's usually either cuz I'm missing assignments or its the calm before the storm so I'm lowkey scared, esp bc I had to miss class last Wednesday bc of the severe migraine I had.I'm rlly hoping that its just a genuinely peaceful downtime where I can catch up on some of my art (esp... » Continue Reading
So, we finally got some sort of answer on the mother-in-law/apartment thing. She didn't make the initial draw, but she's on the wait list.She's #934.It's no surprise that she's currently thinking that death may be her only way out.So, now my partner and I get to sit down and think about what the future might look like with his mother in it on a more permanent basis.Things are getting harder all around for everyone, housing especially, and it's not going to get any better. I had a brief moment of... » Continue Reading
Today was the same as yesterday again; no doubt tomorrow will be the same as today.I've been perpetually bored recently. Nothing is exciting or new...I'm not surprised or bothered much by this, just disappointed. I think the word for this is anhedonia, chronic boredom from some sort of disorder. The only thing that really makes me happy is a switch from my schedule to be with my girlfriend, but...thats it. That's literally it.Can't even get motivation to write my blog entries. How shameful » Continue Reading
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