and once summer finds me again, the illusion the year has placed upon me vanishes. the cruel texan heat chastises me for falling for it, and she makes sure i don’t forget this time. at least she tries to--i ultimately seem to ignore it again every year. as i sit alone in the shade underneath my patio, her warmth is there. my arms tingling and my lips pursed. i won’t forget. i silently step outside into the rain, away from anyone’s view. my throat runs dry and i’m engulfed in humidity, coursing m... » Continue Reading
im wondering what did i do wrong for people to treat me like absolutely garbage but treat others more kindlyand because i just saw an ex-friend of mine be able to do something for a friend for their birthday but not for me. instead left me sobbing inside of a classroom wondering why they couldn't even just spend time with me on this supposedly special day. like it's that bad to where my best friend that can't even come see me was able to do something for me even though literally she can't even p... » Continue Reading
Man, I'm so tired of being made a fool of by two ridiculous friends of mine. They talk badly about everyone (including me to my face) and then play the victim. I can't take it anymore » Continue Reading
Hey guys,I went to karaoke last night with a bunch of my friends, it was a lot of fun, we all were belting a lot of romance songs and I got to sing breaking Benjamin with one of my other friends that came, but my throat hurts a lot now so I think I’m just gonna be mute for the rest of the day, we also played guitar hero in the arcade afterwards which was very funMoral of the story: hang out with friends whenever the opportunity comes » Continue Reading
my previous assumption was indeed correct,,, it is flooded. i had contacted my manager but bro fr pulled the "im not SAYING you should come in,,, BUUTTT if you can find a replacement thatll be excellent" bro. IN THIS FUNK ASS WEATHER??? i better not get in trouble, bc i contacted literally everyone AND NO ONE HAS ANSWERED !! BC THEYRE ASLEEP !!!! » Continue Reading
6/9 - Beans has a new video out y'all get excited :)6/13 - I bought a Polaroid camera!! A Fujifilm Instax Mini 12, to be exact. Got it used off Ebay. I've always loved the aesthetic of those printed photos. Very excited! I'll take it with me on my cruise to Iceland next month with me mum 😁6/14 - I had a date a few days ago that went really well! We got coffees and went to a park with a lake, walked around the lake and then picnicked with my guitar and her voice (she's an amazing singer).But it t... » Continue Reading
Happy Monday y'all!I'm going to be starting a series of sorts where I pull a tarot card every Monday to see what I need to focus and reflect on during the week. I may add updates if I experience any sorts of revelations or see things come to fruition, etc. I'm hoping to stay consistent with this, and would appreciate accountability! These are going to be personal readings, but if you resonate with anything, that's awesome!Here's what I pulled for the week:Card: Temperance reversedDeck: Ethereal ... » Continue Reading
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