I feel like the Fall of Troy has to be one of the best bands ever, maybe this is better as a bulletin than a blog but I have to put this out somewhere!! I used to not listen to them because I had this weird niche mentality mindset where if an artist had a song that had a HELL OF A LOT OF STREAMS like millions and millions of streams they wouldn’t intrigue me. BUT THEY HAVE SO MANY STREAMS BECAUSE THEY’RE SO GOOD, THEY POST BANGER AFTER BANGER ALBUMS AND IT’S ALL SO WELL PUT TOGETHER AND SO MANY ... » Continue Reading
Has it ever happened to you that after searching and searching, you finally find a group where you feel comfortable despite not socializing much?..... It's pretty amazing for antisocials like me hahaha. It's really cool even though I almost never talk, it's not very hard for me [note: or "it's a bit hard for me", depending on nuance] but I feel at ease there and I guess that's what matters, right?It makes me laugh how I write this in English and below in Spanish hahahaha, it's just that I litera... » Continue Reading
everyone always says theyre here for me when i need them but then when i get depressed and try to steer myself away from being sad (not mentioning that im sad bc im just trying to NOT be) my friend has to leave me on seen when i try to talk to her (not even just one person either like multiple bruh) like irl u dont just not respond when someones having a convo w you hello? i try to ignore it but like am i not worth replying to? or are u just too good to? im going insane i feel so alone when i ha... » Continue Reading
16-OCT-2026PRESENT DAY...ha ha ha...! PRESENT TIME, ha ha!my vision is getting blurrier nowadaystheres always a screen less than a foot in front of me, the entire time im awakei use my laptop to study then all my spare time is spent on a phonethe hours away from tech exist but theyre too sparse to matterive started struggling to read road signsi dont do anything in real lifeall my friends and hobbies are onlinei barely exist outside my house. im 20 but i have the social life of an introverted mi... » Continue Reading
yesterday i had my first therapy session in five weeks, and i told her about my cat dying. and i guess i rushed the grieving process so much that i just started crying, and apologizing and its really hard for me to cry in front of others, but i really had thought that i was doing okay, but it kind of made me realize that when bad things happen in your life, or at least in mine, im conditioned to get over it soon because i would inconvenience others by being outward about my negative emotions, an... » Continue Reading
i felt like joining a discord server related to a roblox myth so i could socialize a bit more, and it hasn't been even two days since i joined.The server got fuckin' raided, i'll tell you that. some channels were deleted, a vast majority locked and hidden, and some folks from the server also got banned, additionally the raider just spammed a link to some random server that's probably related to server raiding too, i am writing this while the entire server goes to hell so this just feels like the... » Continue Reading
I feel like every time i try to read a super popular book it just like falls flat? i feel like all of the overhyping on tiktok and other social media makes my expectations crazy high and then its just like... i dont even know it just irks me.like i thought acotar was going to be the best thing ive ever read and then it was just like normal fantasy book i feel like. maybe i dont give the series enough of a chance,,, but i feel like if i cant finish the series after reading two and a half books ma... » Continue Reading