I wish I knew what it felt like to be in love or have a crush. Or, better yet—have someone have a crush or be in love with me. Being on either side of love sounds so interesting to me and I wish I could experience it with someone. Now I know that it happens to most people eventually, but I feel like I’m missing out on a part of teenage-hood while my peers pair off together. Online and irl I’ve observed that people seem really happy in their relationships, and I’d like to feel that same happiness... » Continue Reading
just a time or 2. well, i now know i am in 2. I have 0 in mine, because there's nothing any of you can do to offend or annoy me to that point. i'm quite good at looking the other way. i know who you are, i see much more than the average user. but i have also noticed some extended functionality of the feature here on the rewind. when they click it on you, they vanish pretty much everywhere. their comments magically delete themselves. no cleanup to worry about. over on the hey, they would still be... » Continue Reading
1. Blow up the outside world2. Ty cobb3. Tighter and tighter4. All your lies5. Pretty noose6. Full on (reprise)7. Hunted down8. Boot camp9. Slaves and bulldozers10. Fell on black daysHM: Nothing to sayOpen to discussion ✌️✌️✌️ » Continue Reading
《I swear to god the portion sizes of everything is just way too big like i cant even finish a whole panda express meal without having leftovers like omg i feel so stuffed aftertbh tho i am underweight so ive been trying to gain weight an be healthy too but everything is just a little bit too much and i hate havin to leave leftovers so once i take a bite i feel like ive gotta finish it and at the end i feel like a balloon》 » Continue Reading
There is a well-known illegal practice in the countryside called cockfighting, where you bet on – duh – which cockerel is going to win in a hand-to-hand fight against another. I am using this absolute shambles of an example because lately, many of my classmates have been basking in the sweet feeling of romance (good for them, by the way). It is more a matter of intuition rather than wishing a plague upon them, but watching some relationships come and go within a matter of days gets me quite exci... » Continue Reading
B L O G E N T R Y 1☘Disclaimer: This is basically a mini autobiography so if you find someone talking about their life boring, find something else on here lol)Hello,, if you can tell by the title this is gonna be me talking about my experiences as an 18 year old who... graduated not too long ago and is still trying to find myself. Especially when shit went south for me at just 16. Almost getting kicked out after a fight, feeling like a complete Bum after things my parents have said to me, a... » Continue Reading
we're not as miserable i guess. been losing sleep, been bored. busy etc. just wanted to update here, since i don't post much.speaking of: what should i post about? i don't have any majorly shifting interests. been reading d.gray man but that's about it. still obsessed with phm. -sunny » Continue Reading
ok so i did cnsider myself straight for a while but then i met this guy named vincent. he looks like he belongs in a 90s band. to tell you the highlights, he played beans on his guitar for around 30 minutes, asked me to push him down a hill, the next day he said he likes my jacket and ringtone (the sophia the first intro), got several people to stand in a circle and take their shoes and socks off for no reason, and gave me taki. while we were practicing curtain call he started breakdancing as i ... » Continue Reading
I'm actually bawling rn because out of sheer panic and manipulation i lost access to my tumbr account and side blogs like a fucking idiot I'm actually crying so hard no how could i be so stupid about it and i didn't even look for any signs after checking the account (that was probably also hacked) My god i lost everything i loved over there oh god please i need a chamce to atleast het it back cause i cant change the password cause of the authentication password They changed the email anf passwor... » Continue Reading
This is vent art since it's a way to yk, mentally escape from your household if you live in a tense / still abusive one. I might blog more about my experiences and make art like this. If you're like me, you struggle with perfectionism in an era where it seems like EVERYONE on insta, tiktok or youtube has a super polished art styleIt's good to remember that art belongs to you, and you can just draw whatever. Be cringe and free » Continue Reading